Happy Monday!

This very moment I am sitting at the Penthouse studios in the make up room across from the lovely Heather Starlet. Have you ever seen her? She’s ADORABLE! Nothing turns me on more then an all natural girl with dimples! And not to mention her pussy smelled nice and its pretty to look at. I can’t believe I get paid the big bucks to make love to beautiful girls. Heather is my first scene of the day, I have another GGG with two ladies I have  yet to meet. This might be the best and only way to start off my week. There is no doubt I’m extremely horny today, it’s been about a week since I was properly railed. Maybe more then a week, thats sad. All that built up sexual frustration shall be unleashed today. Too bad you can’t be here to watch

I finally got my car back Saturday afternoon! AHH freedom to go where ever I want! The first thing I did when I hopped in my car was go straight to my crush’s house to get some lovin and attention I needed. Nothing feels better then to snuggle up under a stubble chin and do nada but lay in bed, make out and listen to the rain hit. One day I want to cruise over to a girls house and do the same thing, minus her stubble legs. Maybe if I’m smooth enough I can ask for Heather Starlets number and she can be my new snuggle buddy. I’d spoil her with kisses and flowers and even make awesome vegan dinners for her. Then I would tie her up in my closet and keep her there forever and only bring her out to play and feed. Hand feed of course. Any love slave of mine will be properly taken care of. Heather mentioned she will be launching her very own site soon…so keep an eye out for that.

This week I’m celebrating Halloween everyday! Still not sure what my costume will be. I posted a video on Twitter asking peoples opinions and it pretty much came out a split decision, so I guess you won’t find out until the night of Everyone likes surprises! This week will be filled with haunted houses, mazes, candy, screaming, and pussy! Hahaa yes pussy is always included! Unfortunately I wasn’t able to make it out to Monster Massive this past Saturday, I was beyond bummed. I know Felix da House Cat totally rocked it! That’s why this weekend I am determined to make it out to HARD and see Underworld with my bestest friend Chris. I need to get out and cute loose and shake my booty! It’s been a while since I’ve pulled an all nighter and I purposely took the day after off to I can recover. So if you see me dancing my ass off spinning in circles, please come join me! PARTY TIME! Halloween is my favorite holiday of the year!

OK, so I had to stop writing for about an hour and half to go bang out my scene with Heather. O my goooooossshhhh! Was it amazing! I love this business and all its beautiful woman, but it’s not every day I get to work with a girl who actually likes girls and sex and is not just there for the paycheck. About a year ago Heather and I worked together along with Mick Blue for Digital Playground, and that was a hot scene…but everyone knows I do not always like to share, and today she was all MINE. Most girl on girl scenes involve toys and to me its just not realistic. I know it looks good but it doesn’t always feel good, at least for me. Especially glass toys, they are the worst! Today there were no lame toys or cheesy dialogue, just good old fashion hot and heavy sex. I really get turned on by pleasing the girl. I love to show off my pussy eating skills that are so good she begs me to stop. A soaking wet pussy deserves fondling fingers. I want to be able to taste her and feel her insides, not jab her with a vicious dildo. Our scene blew by so fast! Time sure does fly by when your having fun eh? I did not want it to ever end, but work must go on and I still have two more ladies to conquer. And their names are Tori Madison and Kimberly Gates. And yes, fuck yes they both are cute brunettes!

I want to take the time to tell you how awesome Aiden Ashley is October 31st is her birthday! If you don’t already know about a month and a half ago she was in a horrible bmx accident and broke many bones in her gorgeous face. She has already been making great progress, however her medical bills are ridiculous. Any way you can help our little Aiden out I’m sure she will be much appreciated. And here is her wishlist if you would like to gift her something for her birthday! http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/2EK8CXDT7AWMG/ref=cm_sw_su_w

xoxo LB

You know that saying, ‘you never know what you’ve got until its gone’?

So very true.

I dropped my car off at the shop last Thursday to get a brand new bumper and an interior fix, along with a million other little things. A few weeks ago I was at a friends birthday party that had to be held at the tiny house at the very top of the Hollywood Hills, and as I was trying to leave the party early and unnoticed I yanked my bumper off in the driveway. Of course people saw. My bestfriend jumped out of the car to try and clip it back in but we were all laughing hysterically, it was obvious this dumb blonde just fucked up. Typical me.

Since I came home on Sunday I’ve pretty much been hanging around my house. And I’m about to loose my mind. I miss my car. Luckily my neighborhood is cool enough for me to walk conveniently to everything like the gym. But being without a car makes me feel like I’m being punished from the rest of the world! How I miss everyone on the other side of the hill… The body shop promised me my baby will be ready tomorrow afternoon. Lets only hope…this is fucking up my weekend. Why do I always get the go-around when it comes to my car? Sales men to auto-mechanics are always trying to fuck me over! If you’re gunna fuck me then fuck me HARD! Don’t tease me… Ha ha, yes I know what you’re thinking you bunch of perverts. Trust me, if I ever stumbled across a sexy auto-machenic, I would totally throw myself on him just for that one opportunity I can fuck him in the garage AND get my car fixed for free. I’d let him have anything he wanted if he even re-painted it for me (gray of course). But i’ve been going to these guys for a few years now and they are not…hot…but they are hairy! Maybe instead of researching the best body shops I should be researching the sexiest premier auto-machenic.

Next time I fuck up my car i’ll do that in stead…

xoxo LB

The color gray has quickly became my favorite color.

It wasn’t until recently I noticed I’ve been replacing everything around me with gray. My toes have been painted gray with tiny white polka dots for two months now and every time I wiggle them around it makes me smile. My wardrobe consists mostly on the same five gray shirts and gray knee socks, all of which are either stripped or polka dotted. A few weeks ago I was car shopping and had my mind set on a gray car, I’m sick of my dreadful black car. Gray is the intermediate between white and black, and thats just how I feel these days. If that even makes any sense. What I guess I am trying to say is that I am stuck in an awkward ‘in between’ phase. For the past 5 years of performing in the adult industry I’ve satisfied the appetite for a typical young spunky school-girl. The fresh young girl next door always dressed in colorful outfits with matching cotton panties. But now that I am 23 years old and have grown into a more mature figure, there is this need and desire to explore an area I’ve yet to dip my cute gray toes in. Don’t get me wrong, I love being cute and adorable, thats just me being me. But for once I want to be casted as the ‘bad ass’ girl who has to fuck everyone to pass her class, or be the girl with all the vulgar and nasty dialogue. I can be BAD! I think….hahah who am I kidding? I never thought the day would come when I was complaining about being the girl next door. All the bright colors and tight pigtails have got to my head. And this is how come my favorite color is gray, cause I feel gray… not sad. Gray is not a sad color, blue is. (And blue looks horrible on me so I won’t be wearing that anytime soon.) Theres nothing wrong with feeling a bit out of place or not sure where you fit in. Would ya’ll still like me if I wasn’t the same bubbly Lexi Belle you’ve always known? What if I went dark and changed my name is Raven Belle? Hahaha I think thats a little too drastic. Doesn’t matter what color it is, if it’s your favorite it will make you smile.

Speaking of things gray that make me smile.. I have a small 2 pound African Gray parrot named Lucile aka Lucie. Nothing in life makes me feel the way she does. Judging only from the few other African Grays I’ve seen she’s smallest! Sometimes I wish her lungs were small too, man can she sing. Well, kind of sing. She’s always out of tune and very very squeaky it can be painful on the ears at 8 am. My friend was over yesterday and stopped mid conversation to ask if I had Miles Davis warming up on the sax in the other room. I blushed and said ‘nooooooo that’s my baby girl practicing her singing voice’.  I can’t wait for the day to come when Lucie starts to speak english. Her first words might be ‘LADY!!!’  ’C-money, pack a bowl’ or ‘harder, harder, HARDER!’.  Whatever it is it better blurt out at the most inappropriate moment.

I can never hear it enough complaining when it rains. People hate it for some reason. The traffic, its’s cold, the weathers ugly….bla bla bla… It’s LA PEOPLE! The air is gross here and what little rain we get every year you should be very thankful for. Actually I take my headline back…the day AFTER rainy days are the best days Nothing like a clear and fresh sunny day in SoCali.

Speaking of fresh air, I just got back from Canada Eh!

I spent this past weekend in Edmonton, Canada signing for the Adult Source booth at the Taboo Sex show. This was my very first time in Canada and my first time signing at a trade show. I was the only adult star there! Needless to say, the attention was awesome. Adult Source is a great store and I fell completely feel in love with their predominately female ran operation. From the moment I arrived I was treated like a princess and towards the end of my short trip I felt like family. Thank you Adult Source! xoxoxo

My first day in Edmonton I explored the giant West EDmonton Mall, which I believe to be the largest in the world? It was packed with an indoor oasis that included a wave pool and water slides. Then I came across an indoor theme park! Holy cow! It’s everything I could ever have dreamed of as a kid! This place was loaded with everything including a huge rollercoaster. It was a little hard for me to leave seeing as my caretaker didn’t want to ride any of the rides and she wasn’t allowed to leave my side..so I had to sadly pass. After that there was random enormous pirate ship right in the middle of the mall. I guess there once was dolphins living there that put on shows, but they took them out because the habitat wasn’t very humane, and I couldn’t agree more. (Poor dolphins living in the middle of Canada in a giant mall with no fresh air…) Somewhere along my journey I was starving and decided to stuff my face at the Old Spaghetti Factory only because the one in LA closed and I was already feeling homesick haha..

The next day was my first day on the Taboo Sex show floor. Since this was my first trade show and not full on porno convention, I wasn’t expecting all the normal couples I met in Edmonton. OMG it was the cutest ever! Nothing really gets me more excited then to see a couple shopping for porn and toys together. I’m always nosey and want to know whats in their bag…is it a whip? But plug? Tranny DVD on blue-ray? I want to know! I get many wife’s coming up to me and say that their husband is a big fan of mine and they love it when I do the school-girl stuff. And that small comment will make me blush and then I immediately picture the two of them getting it on to one of my naughty school-girl scenes. I pretty much picture everyone naked when I first meet them… and i’m sure everyone does!

I’ve never signed so many boobs in one day, EVER! Girls in groups of 5 would come up to me all giddy and nervous and ask if I could pretty please sign their boob, as if I would say no! So once the guys started to notice all these awesome boobies coming out they opted to have their tushies signed, too. These Canadian men keep their bums very warm and fuzzy, to say the least. It’s not very easy to sign on a teddybear. And how could I forget my new giant friend named Chris who brought me a vegan menu to order my dinner off of. Wow, was he a saint! No offense Canada but ya’ll suck when it comes to providing a tiny section on the menu for vegetarians. Thats my only complaint, I swear. Chris was so super sweet and couldn’t have offered at a more perfect time. I ate my satay and curry in its entirety. In the last hour of the show on the last night I was also gifted a little something something green, if you know what I mean…Best gift ever.

In between signings I was able to hit up the local hotspots like Whyte ave, WEM and some weird night club downtown. I liked the shopping on Whyte ave, and there I scored an awesome dress from Sanctuary and a few sets of S+P shakers from a downstairs thrift store. These S+P shakers are two little birdies sitting on a branch with a Canadian maple leaf. Bird Shakers happen to be my new favorite pieces to collect these days

Of course I was excited to get back home where it was warm and….rainy? Ugh.. at least it’s not freezing like Edmonton! I had to pick up one last souviner….a wonderful raccoon knit beanie to complete the trip.

Thank you Canada!

xoxo LB

So, here I am again.

With you.

On a Monday night…

…sipping on some Pat Ron and enjoying hummus. I know, what a combination right? Well, Tequila is about all I carry in my freezer and Jerry’s Famous Deli delivered tonight. A typical Monday night if you ask me.

Last week I worked 5 days, and it went by so damn fast. Sex not only is a sport but also therapy. Physically and emotionally. These days I only get action on camera. Sad, I know. Although it does prove to be a better performance on my half, I still very much crave sex…a lot. But my body is my job, I must take care of it and not sleaze around town just for a simple cock craving. So unorthodox of me.  I’ve pretty much burned a hole in my clit from my uber powerful vibrator from Japan. My pink fairy has become another great best friend of mine, next to the gym. Pink fairy does the job fairly well but never truly hits that spot I so desperately desire. Twenty-five minutes is how long it takes for me to go off to la la land with huge cocks and soaking wet vaginas with water slides. No doubt it is by far my favorite place to visit, but most of the time I’m looking for something more realistic then a pink buzzing rug-burn producer.

This week there is not too much fucking going on. Tomorrow night I have my annual webcam show FREE for members of LexiBelle.com ( hope to see you all there ) Tuesday night, PSK also known as Porn Star Karaoke which will be held at Sardo’s in Burbank, there will be a fundraiser for the lovely Aiden Ashley. She was hurt in a BMX accident and needs help with medical bills. Her gorgeous face was broken in several different places. Many girls are getting together to show support & love and to also auction off signed DVD’s and 8×10′s. ALSO, if you ever dreamed about going on a date with either me or Mallory Rae Murphy (or both at the same time) you now have your chance tomorrow night. We are both auctioning off dates to the highest bidder. It will definitely be a great night and anyone who lives in the LA area should definitely come out.

I love you allllllllllllll!!!!

and no, it’s not because I am tipsy…ok…maybe a little but you still looooooove me ( I win. )

xoxo LB

Yes, you read the title correct.

R-E-L-A-T-I-O-N-S-H-I-P-S

Definition: the way in which two or more concepts, objects, or people are connected, or the state of being connected.

At this point in my life, all I want to do is fall deep in love with the man of my dreams. What’s so wrong with that?

I like to be sappy, adore, and I love to well, love. Why not share memorable moments with someone by my side. The best feeling in the world would be to snuggle up to Romeo and his stubble chin every night. This is no biological-clock-ticking desperate call for someone to answer, and if this was…please don’t answer it. Some might think 23 years old is far too young, while others are already married and expecting their second child. I’m not looking to shack up and pop out a million babies, but if I did, I would name them One, Two, Three, Four…and so on. I’ve only had one real true love affection in all my years ( lol I sound so old ) and that was freshman year. It is hysterical to look back on my first love and wonder what the fuck was I thinking? No offense to him, but I’m pretty sure I can see over him these days in no heels. And if I remember correctly, we got it on once on prom night…I know so cliche…and it didn’t go too silky. That’s all I can say about that one true love without talking smack or being brash. After him there were a series of typical skater boys, which are my weakness. Something about a lazy non-driven ‘boy’ that doesn’t need anything in life but his skateboard and a bottle of booze really steals my heart. It’s got to be from all those skater boys I ditched class with in high school. It wasn’t till I was about 20 years old I started dating Men. Guys older then me. Ahhh, so this is what it feels like to date a man, ahem I mean MAN. No, not really…the man part kind of dilutes after a short time. I’d rather I not get into that subject, and I know I don’t always pick bad seeds but, even the older men who have everything and seem so leveled in life, are still adolescent boys. Eh, maybe I’m just being excessively picky.

By now you have to be asking yourself, ‘How in the world can a PORNSTAR be in a serious relationship?!?’

And that’s just the same damn thing I was justing asking myself.

As some as you may know I was very much involved and had a relationship with this man for the past year. We broke up in July (insert happy smiling face) and it wasn’t until the smoke had cleared for me to notice what him and I had was nothing but a cover. We thought it was a good idea. Filling in the gaps that the other one flawed. Needless to say, I learned my lesson, and it was a damn good lesson. Was it a substantial waste of time for the past year? Yes. Would I do it all over again? No, at least not with the same person. Hey, I am even open to dating women as long as they are in my age group…Back to the topic. Girls in the adult industry aka Pornstars, sluts, whores, can love too! Well, maybe not all…but nonetheless I’ve meet some of the most remarkable mothers, wife’s, sisters, whatever. All of them which have tremendously huge hearts. My role model happens to take her clothes off for a living, big deal. She also sticks full size baseball bats in her anus. Cute huh? But who are you to judge? Women are programmed to either love or fuck you over, Pornstar or not. And I want to love…or do I? Ever feel like I do now? The desire to spend every moment filled with romance or frolic around town like a good whore and share lust…it’s a fine line, especially because of my current career choice.

Since my last love interest, life has never been finer! It’s always better to to come out of a bad situation optimistic and keeping yourself busy. The gym has become my new best friend, boxing and even running. I find myself reading and writing more and actually getting out of my house with real friends. But no matter how many new hobbies and activities I create, I want to spend them with someone I just can’t keep my hands and eyes off of. I just want to fuck everywhere…but need someone to fuck…haha. Again, this is not a Craigslist add or a desperate cry for someone in my life…. it’s called venting people. I just want to know what  YOU think of an adult actress involved in a significant relationship. Is it possible? Could it work? Do you care what others may think of you and your new status?

Keep your response pleasant pretty please

xoxo LB